by whitebelt » Sat Sep 29, 2012 6:28 pm
Holy crap, I think I’m going to scream because crying just gives me migraines and it’s messy.
So, I lost my second job because my new manager is an idiot pulling the same tired “I’m a new manger around here and I’m going to cut jobs and save money!” What kind of person do you have to be inside to look at somebody with cancer and say, “Sorry, we can’t afford your very part-time position.”?!?!?
Then I get a letter from my insurance today and they “cover” medical garments and prostheses but it’s a non-PPO deductible. It’s so infuriating. My policy says it covers prosthesis but it’s actually not. I have to drive out of state to find a preferred provider of prostheses (fake silicone boobs) and garments (special bras). Now, if I want to have decent looking fake boobs instead of the knitted ones I’m using now, I have to either make a huge trip or spend about $700 out of pocket.
Oh and my CD player quit working in my car. I don’t know what is worse.
I have surgery and first chemo this Wednesday. I’m rather terrified something will go wrong because I’ve got all this negative shit floating around my head. I know I should be more grateful at this moment. Thank you for all the puppy pics and fundrazr donations. You guys have been so awesome about this. Thank you.