Written for a LGBT audience apparently as it contains far too much emotional content, and far too little insight into the heart of the matter. I understand that this post was edited by the DoD and that perhaps impacted to final product.
I'm alright. Weird vibes but I'm riding them out How are u my friend
Written for a LGBT audience apparently as it contains far too much emotional content, and far too little insight into the heart of the matter. I understand that this post was edited by the DoD and that perhaps impacted to final product.
Surprisingly ok considering I worked ~70 hours over the past week but i did win a $25 gc yesterday and talked to my crush on da phone tonight which was v nice
sassafras socks wrote:Surprisingly ok considering I worked ~70 hours over the past week but i did win a $25 gc yesterday and talked to my crush on da phone tonight which was v nice
A gift card and talking with a crush, thjs is the juice of ljfe. Glad to hear it sassafras 🥳
one of my favorite bars used to have old style + a big jameson shot for $5. these days you just get 8oz of hard kombucha and to sniff some raiciilla for $17
he came up with this term after we ate lunch at this restaraunt in arkansas with a sign that said "featured in southern living magazine 1997" or some shit on the sign out front right as church let out
due to a man taking a horrible in the mens room we both used the womens restroom. due to poor signage and being high enough to hunt ducks with rakes we both successively stumbled into the kitchen while looking for the restroom. eyes they were upon us.
we hadnt showered in days and smelled of campfire smoke and blueberry blunts.
im just gonna use the board as word association game now. in my early 20s i wrap up a backpacking trip in the ozark national forest with a few folks and we decide we need more beer before the "cabin party" we'd reserved.
I drive 45 minutes to the grocery store. sir kin i help yeww? yes maam where is your beer? we dont sell beer. i thought this was a wet county?
today was my nephew's birthday. He would have turned 21, but he passed away almost three years ago when he was 18. I would have been able to invite him to Junior Boys on Friday, but I'm taking my brother instead. then on saturday I'm going to my other nephew's late fiance's funeral/celebration of life. and then it would have been her birthday on monday,she would have turned 22, just missed it. and then it's my other nephew's birthday who lost both of them, and he's turning 22 on tuesday. lot's of deaths and birthdays all at once. I feel like crap.
kid8 wrote:today was my nephew's birthday. He would have turned 21, but he passed away almost three years ago when he was 18. I would have been able to invite him to Junior Boys on Friday, but I'm taking my brother instead. then on saturday I'm going to my other nephew's late fiance's funeral/celebration of life. and then it would have been her birthday on monday,she would have turned 22, just missed it. and then it's my other nephew's birthday who lost both of them, and he's turning 22 on tuesday. lot's of deaths and birthdays all at once. I feel like crap.
I'm truly sorry you have to deal with all this pain kid8. I hope that you and your family can find strength in each other
Thank you, guys. I’m fine. I have a weird relationship with death. It’s not really affecting my life in any grand way. Which is where the dread comes in. Like am I really that numb or apathetic? Dealing with death is skewing my existential crisis towards a really fucked up perspective. The only way I can cope is just to be like “yes, this is something that happens.” And keep on truckin’.